Wrapping up 2008

Hello my fellow blogger.
I'm wrapping up 2008 with a bang !

Where to start...
Starting off with 2008 was a great success met new faces, people that actually stood out in my life and made a huge difference in my life and I thank them to the fullest extent.. Then, I have the people that are always there for me when in time in need. I love you guys to death <3
I had my share of ups and downs this year. I have a list of things that I regretted and mistakes that I take back. I fail to realize it's okay to make mistakes, just as long as you see what wrong there was and never to repeat them.
I had a share of people come in and out of my life and some that stuck out like a sore thumb.... which in fact had a huge impacted in my life and has made me grow into a stronger person that i am now.
Also, with the car accident that affected my back a lot has just sucked recently and due to stress.. its not getting any better at all. It sucks a whole lot!

2008 was something..
With traveling all over the world with work. I thank Troi for showing me the opportunity to work with him side by side and teaching me the ways of this industry. Working with him has made me realize you can be creative and show off your skills.. Passion is something you have to strive for and know how to make it work.. Being a Stylist/make-up artist wasn't something that i dreamt of but it happened and honestly I truly love what I do.
I truly love my life..

I noticed at the end of the year... I actually had a lot of goals that I had achieved and things that i just left alone. I had certain things that made me sad and things that made me cry. I saw i was totally fronting on myself and the close people around me. As days passed me by, I saw that I wasn't happy at all with anything that came my way.. Nothing at all made my day except working and friends... I buried myself in working 3 jobs and shopping... I saw I was changing into the person that I hate... bitter, mean and a total bitch. There was a reason for that.. but I won't explain that here.. I'll just keep that to myself...
I thought it was impossible for me to be happy again.. but right now I have some kind of hope and faith in that, that everything will change for the better.


2008 was some kind of year


As for the situation that I'm in.. it's about that time to let go of the past and leave it in 2008. It's time to move forth with my life and see what else is in store for me. I'm getting older not younger. I hate playing games. It's time to grow up. I need to open my eyes and just get over it.

There's certain things that I still need to understand...

so 2009 is a brand new year... and i have a lot to learn in this world !